Blissful Surrender
Dec 02, 2020
I resisted until the bitter end,
all of the shadows inside of me - that I thought defined me and could never be forgiven, accepted and were not worth loving.
I finally ran out of places to hide and I turned around, sure I was walking straight into a death trap I might never return from.
Having nowhere else to go I ran straight into the darkness.
In the instant I surrendered to the dark void my shadows embraced me so pure with love and forgiveness I melted in ecstasy.
I cried from deep grief and I laughed out loud in ecstatic pleasure.
I was whole again.
I had returned home.
I remembered...